It is almost two weeks and I am proud of myself. Looking back where I always get dumped and hurt. I feel so bad at myself. Today, I wokeup feeling alright and manifest myself for today will be good day. I almost think it would change nothing but just right now my friend give me some fruit and it does make me happy. Little htings like working out and complete all the lesson really push me to be better and not overthink about anything. I try tof focus my attention on me and keep being cosistent with what I need. I just watched youtube today to look in the mirror and tell yourself I love you and repeat again. It is not comfortable but I have to try tomorrow
i am not alone. where the thign is I just hate solitude and i have to keep practicing because no matter what I do people will leave me and it hurts me. I need to protect myself
I should be less emotional
why should I feel less emotional? it is common things to understand I need emotional needs
we should be communicating less
why should
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