Day 36- Low Motivation

I have really been down today as it is Thursday. Today is a national holiday and I don't have to work. I feel I am unmotivated for some reasons. I just want to go to bed and do not shit. I have pushed myself to workout maybe I am not 100% but I am glad I was sweating at least for 30 minutes. Today is challenging for me because maybe I am just tired. I don't know. I feel bored as well. I supposed to buy vegetables so I can cook but I am so lazy to just get out of the bed. Mimi the cat came at 3 am and then I continued to pray. She is a cry baby that is why she always meows every time. I love her but if she is little bit quiet I would love to keep her. I can't have dog in here ince the landlord hates the cat but yeah I make sure she did not make any noises. I fed her and Kiwi too. So many cats came lately and I love that.

I don't know what to write. I am so uneasy to my self. I am eating more and more than usual. It discourages me I guess. I am at least writing in one day. No matter how much I am writing.

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