Day 86- Relationship is not stable

 I don't know but my boyfriend is always mad at me over little things. He completly can go really mad if I react. Yesterday, we were talking about relationship and it was pretty good at beginning. He spent time with his family whole day and we barely talked like 30 minutes. After that, he was playing game and talking to me at the same time. The music was too loud I could not hear him speaking. I let him speak until he is done andItold I could not hear you cause the music so loud. He said why dint you tell me earlier you waste my breath. I dont want to repeat after that. He keeps talking even after saying that and I said I coluld not hear you. He processed to get mad and said I did not want talk to you, let's hang up.I was begging him Iam so sorry I was waiting you to finish because I did not want to disturb you. Please. I was crying but I hold it because he would get mad if I cry. So,he cussed at me fucking hang up and I was trembling. I then hang up and I was crying like shit. I treated so so rude I even dont know why he always get mad at me. I am so tired of fighting. EVery week there is always something happen and I feel like I am going to be crazy because all he does is blaming me. I cant say stupid things or do stupid things according to him. I cant deliver my feeling because everything turns out complain. He said I ruin his day. LIke what? He always blames me for everything and I am tired

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