I hate blood test and it is free tho. There is nothing wrong with my blood and I just feel super tired
Today i got hangedup again because I complained according to him
He :”no, I would not propose you in September, we only meet for 3 days ”
Me:”so short”
He:”i already told you only one day in jakarta. What am i supposed to do? You work. So what you want me to do?”
Me:”I thought you gonna stay one week in jakarta and next week in bali (expressing ☹️)”
He:”we already discussed (which i know exactly he told me to stay one week in jakarta and one week in bali but i choose to sty quiet). His emotion changed look at me “dont cry”
Me:”im not crying”(me stop talking about that because i dont want to get upset infront of him and not showing my emotion)
He:”you always complain thats why i dont like calling you when im done work, thts why i dont like talking you after done because all you do is complain. When first time we call is not saying hows your work hows your day. There will always something happen”
Me:”i do baby everyday, i am sorry. Thats fine okay it dont matter as long as you can travel”
He:”why i always sacrifice i already come and why i should do again”
Me:”it is okay baby im sorry i dont have much money and i cant get visa like you can get indonesian visa. It is your money and it is up to you and im not upset okay. It is your money”
He:”you pissed me off”
Me:(in disbelief and control how to not react and cry or he will get upset)
5 minutes quiet i dont talk or ask because im afraid upset him and talk too much
He:”if you dont want to talk just hangup”
Me:”i am my love im just afraid if i talk too much. I miss you”
H:”i dont miss you” silent for a while and ask me did you eat”
Me:”not yet my love”
H:”we ready talked you have to take medicine”
Me:”i mean not for dinner not yet”
H:”take a nap(repeat two times because i didnt hear clearly)”
Me:”i already did baby. Hows your work my love?”
H:”I dont wanna talk to you”
Me:”okay thats fine”
H: 5 minutes later grab the phone and hangup
Me:”is it connection(?)” trying to call him 4 times and no answer
H:” i am going to block you”
Me:”texting him (What did i do ? Do you wanna hangup?Im so freaking sorry for my dumbass statement please dont take it personal i was aggreing with everything you said. I didnt against any of your statement and im sorry please)”
H:”Leave me alone”
Me:”tomorrow is okay(just read)
Begging again (I am sick my love please dont do this, please im beggin you dont do this again)
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