Day 75- Invitation

 Today, one of my friends is getting married and I feel so jealous. I have not found any man not even wants to get marriage but just approach me. No one wants or has their eyes on me. I don't know what is wrong with myself. It is not about my face then what. I have sinned of course but this is why Allah has not sent any man because it is punishment since I have sinned alot? I dont know I dont wanna talk about marriage but it is pretty interesting where these people found their wife/husband. I have travelled so far yet I can't find single one. There must something wrong with me right? I mean if not I have been dating for 4 years and yet my boyfriend wont propose me thats mean he is not serious tho. If he wanted he would. He doesnt right now. I get it yet I cant force him to marry me. If iwere him I want to marry my girlfriend as soon as possible. I dont want to be in sinful situation anymore ya Allah, please sent me one of your man to be my husband who can guide me. My mother and father are getting old. I want to see they witness my marriage

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