It has been two months since I started writing my blogs back. At first, it is hard to keep writing on because I don't know what I should write. The first two weeks I relied on certain topic so I can think about what my writing will be. Now, I just write whatever I feel like. Sometimes, it is randomly written and just a normal day of me as a 25-year-old woman who is still looking for her purposes in this world. I found my purpose is to save money and do anything with that money. I realize that purpose is exhausting and does not bring happiness. For instance, I really want to buy some clothes or shoes. I checked out. The feeling before check out is really concerning me. I really want to buy all of the things and happy when I have to pay. But when the things are arrived, I don't feel as satisfied as before I check out. I don't know. Is this called compulsive buying? I really love checking out shopee and watch live so I can get discount lol. It is not a lot discount but it saves few pennies. I have bought total 6 hijabs which cost mes maybe 80k, 3 pairs of shoes which cost me 150k or less and that is. But I deserve it right? I have never bought shopee before. I keep saving my money and I think it is okat to buy. I think why I am not happy because the thought of being guilty have to spend money on "unnecessary" things but in fact I need new shoes. I mean I have shoes but I need like flat shoes so I dont need to put back the shoes when I have to pray
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