Day 58- Happy

 I think I am eating too much food lately. I mean I eat no junk food but I feel guilty because even I am not hungry I keep feeding myself. But it makes me happy to eat. I don't know what else to do except eating lol. It sounds like I binge eating. I am not eating over and over. I know I like eating when I am bored but I am not gonna eat because I strict it it is because I am craving something. Mainly, I eat noodles with vegetables, soup, bakso, or donuts. There is donut which is really good and cheap and I really like it. I always buy every day :). I just like it so much because it does taste good for cheap donut. If I can choose what food I can eat every day without gaining weight is Ramen and donuts for desserts. I always have to eat desserts. It is like if I eat something and it makes me full so much I just know I still have place for some dessert. 

Today, I woke up feeling good and I try to not control everything that I can't. I have not taken special bath so I still can't pray. Today, I will start praying and yes I love it when I pray but this laziness I know always whispers "uh, I have to walk to musholla to pray"

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