Hello. I have been working out since April and it is almost 2 months. I feel my ability to keep working out and motivate myself to not stop. It is harder to keep doing after stopping for one day. It is better to keep doing and never stop because once I stop the next day I will feel easy to myself that i deserve relaxation but in fact I deserve to take care of my body by working out at least 30 minutes. I am not pushing my self to work one hour straight to go to the gym so yes I will tell my brain hey it is my time to grow up and it doesn't mean I am torturing myself or punishing myself. I won't buy it. It always happens when I stopped skincare because I am so lazy one day. The next day I won't even see the skincare set. For some parts of working out has been easy for me. I am still swaeting a lot even after easy workout. The point of my working out routine is to give myself ability to stretch because most of the time I work and sit and do not move until I need to go to the bathroom. It is so hard to just push mybody and to like it. Honestly, I don't like to workout. I am a lazy girl lol but I know no one can change it unless myself. Therefore, taking care of body is one step closer to love myself. I am working out not because I want to be skinny. I am so done with being skinny because I am so obssessed with my body. I am working ouot because I just want to spend my time to do something productive. Don't judge me but I have to feel accomplished in one day or I would look for another validation to wrong person which is absolutely terrible idea. I need to give myself validation. Good job, myself. I love me!
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