I don't think people know my blog. I have posted blog long times a go about 4 years ago and I barely started a month ago. However, in every post there is one viewer. I don't know it is bot or not but every timeI post, I always receive one viewer. Whoever you are, thank you so much for listening my story but I feel so embarassed actually. choose to post public because I know my blog is unknown. I mean who wants to search my blog. I am not even writing anything here. Well, let's see if this one viewer real person or no. I am doubting it.
Today, I want to talk about having a bestfriend. I wish I had a bestfriend. Since I was kid, I was trying so hard to get validated by people around me. When in middle school,, I rarely got it since I am just an ordinary girl and not beautiful. When I had we doesn't last long. If we move to another school we pretend we never had relationship. I got bullied pretty well when I was in middle school by my scout group. There is one girl who always get mad at me even I listened her instruction. She always bullied me by shouting and screaming at me in front of public. I was so scared back then and I cried every time in the group but no one thinks it is bad. So I basically got out from that group after one year. At 9th grade, I am so tired but I could not stand for myself.
I did not have a friend in the group, when I was in the class yes I have but majority of time I spent with scout group which I thought at first pretty cool She was nice at me at first time and I don't know what makes she changed
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