This month is taking forever. I am feeling these days are just in May. It is still one more week to go:( 2 weeks for the salary. I am feeling amazing today. I cooked bakwan (fried vegetables consists of cabbage and carrot). I think something wrong with my carrot because it tastes so sour. Maybe because I leave it for 2 days. I woke up at 3.30am and continued to pray. I could not sleep after that. I then continued to just scrolling. Wasting time doing nothing. After praying, I did workout for 30 minutes. It was easiy workout. I did not poop today.
Yesterday, I cooked burger by myself. I try to recook patty burger with tofu because it is cheaper. It was not as good as I thought. I supposed not to steam it because the texture would be so much dry. I cooked and it is so wet so it did not look like patty. And next time I would not add more carrot and put some other spices. I do not have many spices. All I have is black pepper lol. Yeap it was not good as it was ground beef patty. I love to buy meat if it was cheaper.
Today at 4 3.50 pm he hang up on me saying he would leave me again. he threatens me like he usually does and it hurts. He asked questions why I did not text him when I wake up because everytime I text you never reply. He then said that is stupid. Then he said what if I dont want to be with you any where, never text you again or call me. That is break up right? yeap, that is me being crying again because i dont deserve to be treated like this
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