I don't know what career I want to pursue. It is clearly not a teacher. I love teaching if I get paid a lot. Teachers are treated poorly in terms of wellness. All around the world do not give a damn care about how bad teachers have to live. I have to pursue Master degree in order to get minimum wage. What the actual think is that true. Luckily, I get scholarship to pursue my degree. In Indonesia especially, teachers get paid once for three months and how they expect teachers to buy food, gas, and to pay rent. Thus, teachers are willingly to work extra hours such as private tutor, online reseller, or everything they can do to make money.
I want to start a new career such as copywriting or technical writer. I don't like to be teacher because I am so tired of the kids' behavior. If I just face online documents of course I will burn out but I love that I have goals every day. I really want to change career but I know I am so lazy. I want to be a lecturer with this degree but I have not found the job yet. It is tiring to get a job. Once you get a job it is tiring to work.
Well, I don't want to work to be honest. I am just lazy?
No, I am tired, I just want to take break little bit. I have not achieved the most goal compare to my friends. As I see now my friends have beautiful life with their family or their partner. I am still confused what I am gonna do for the rest of my life. I am grateful to be alive but for some reasons I just wish not continue anything anymore.
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