To be a morning person or night owl? Well, I said I can be both depends on the situation. But if I don't have school or work for the rest of my life I would choose to be nocturnal. I really love nigh time. It gives me relaxation like finally the world stops, people come home and sleep, no more night activities like where traffic, people go to work. I can feel the stress and stressful where people need to rush to work and road is full of people who are not patient. Also, if it is not road the idea to start the new day with new responsibilities and more work terrifies me. I don't know it is weird but I love seeing people relax rather than work. I know how hard people have to work to get money and it just gives me anxiety I need to work hard as well or I will be left alone.
While at night time, it sparks the calmness and solitude so I always enjoy night time especially after I work. Laying on the bed, watching movies, drawing or painting while everyone sleeps , no noise for every thing. Unfortunately, in Indonesia the surrounding is so loud and I don't really like it. I wanted to be in the dark and quiet place like in the middle of lake or mountain where I only hear the nature. The birds singing, the wind whispers with the tress, the air is so fresh.
Night time used to be one of my phobia because all I think is about death. Now, I accept if death comes, it is what it is. I am scared to hell thinking about death and don't like to be in night time because it is "evil" time. The more that I think about it back then now I realize how beautiful night is. The moon is just there, I honestly don't really like brightness in general so I don't really like sunshine. When I broke up with my boyfriend, night time always scares me because that's the night I can enjoy by myself. But since my mind just can't stop thinking I can't even enjoy night time. When I broke up I need more people, more sound, and more sun because I am already dark
the positive of being early for me is because I have to go to work. Well, every place is open at morning time while at night time it is time to close. The negative is I don't like noisy environment. Maybe because I live in noisy neighbor. Whereas the positive of being nocturnal is it means you are free, you dont have responsibilities. The negative is related to health maybe.
When I used to work 3am-11pm it was really challenging at first. I need to sleep early even I sleep 8 hours start from 5pm I did not feel fresh, by the 2nd month I love the night time. It is cold. It is freezing. Well, I love spending time in house not going out party or drink or do night activities. It is all by me
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