Describe my personality
Day 1 writing with pinterest idea:)
Hello, how are you today? I hope every one is doing amazing today. Today, is the Idul Fitri; Muslim celebration after fasting for a whole month in Ramadan. I am excited even though I can't pray because I am still on period. However, I miss my family. I miss eating Lontong (rice cake form of cylinder usually comes with Spicy Beef rendang). I miss my mom's cooking. I miss my room. Everything. It is very disheartended actually since I barely moved to Jakarta- a new city where I have to work as a Coding teacher. I called my mom but they are busy so yeah. I spent my time with my boyfriend watching and eating for the celebration. We watched step up 3. We researched about Benjamin Franklin- a polymath who knows everything from science, writing, politicals, arts, and sports. He is well-known to be one of founding father the United States of America. We read his journey from his childhood until the end of his life. Everything is amazing and I can't believe how smart he was even back then there was no such advanced technologies around and he didn't have proper education.
Alright, let's get to the point where I need to describe my self. It is so sad when I don't even know how to describe myself because I dont know myself. I have never researched what personality that makes me be me. I often am confused if people come to me and ask "who are you?"
I am a 25-years-old who is about to be officially 25 years old on April, 20th. I was born in Binjai and have graduated from Master's Degree in Applied Linguistics and TESOL. I got job in March 2024, after graduating in February. This is my first job like I got paid 5 Million in Indonesia. I have never get paid more than 1 million when I worked in Indonesia however I could make more than 10 Million when I was in Taiwan as a labor worker. Ugh, It was so tiring lol.
I would describe myself as a people pleaser which is my weakness. I am also a quiet girl who just smile ad laugh a lot especially in uncomfortable situations or awkward. I tried to talk a lot barely but it is draining me. Sometimes I just talk and ask questions with my coworker for an hour then stop lol. I also am not close to my parents. If something happened, they tend to be just "it is okay, let Allah do the rest" but I need comfort. I need to cry, I need to be honest, I need someone to listen to me.
I always cry as well. I am emotional person. I really take everything personal.
I am the one who loves to listen other people's feeling because I know how it feels to be judged and I know how helpless it is when you have something in your chest but nobody can help you
My bad habit is overthinking and getting an insecurity every once in a while. I am needy with my boyfriend that is why this is so hard for me to being alone. I need companion even though we don't talk. I don't have bestfriend. It makes me being dependent on my bf. I am also impatient and lack of confidence. I tend to overthink to make decision. In addition, it is so hard to say "No"
What I know about myself that is valuable is I love working in details and responsible for the goals. Despite being introverts, I am adventurous. Adventures and new experiences are opportunities to learn more about themselves, the world, and their purpose. As long as the adventures stimulate what I believe in and live for, I am always ready to take a chance. I think that these adventures are part of their path.
I value deep personal connections. I desire intimacy. I also feel honored and relieved when their family and loved ones run to them when they need comfort. I am warm and compassionate individuals who are always ready to listen and lend a shoulder to cry on. On the other hand, because I cherish their relationships, I often avoid conflicts because I don't do well with confrontations. I feel like I am criticized whenever people have opposing ideas. I am strong believers that they need to make everyone around them happy. I am also fun and free-spirited, making them great companions to people they value. I am empaths and thoughtful and kind-hearted people who sincerely desire to help others. I find joy in others' success, even those who did incorrect things. I can self-sacrifice when it comes to people close to their hearts
1. Fasting = Day1 | Day 2
2. Writing another blog= Day 1 | Day 2
3. Reading book at least 5 pages = Day 1 | Day 2
4. Drink plenty water = 1 L | 500ml
5. Save money budget 15k to buy food = Day 1 | 2k spend
6. Finish one book (healing the emptiness) = LONG TERM GOAL
Progress Day 1 = Reading until 112 pages- Finished (Need to summary)
7. Doing yoga 10 minutes = No
8. Working out/Dancing = No | YES
9. Cleaning room = Day 1 | Yes
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