THIS PAIN IN MY HEART
Hello
again, this is the time where I started writing. After discovering evidence with
interviewing my mother and also my father, I finally will be visualised his
adventure in life. I have given some steps in my writing blog before. In
addition, the screen off will be underwritten with aesthetic dimensional. Lol! My
language is too high.
I
began to start writing on June, 24th. My target was to finish this book 1 week,
in writing, I also imagine myself as if I am the character and feel the grand
adventure of his life. The spectrum should be raised up so the reader can
picture overall. By the time I decide to start writing an autobiography, I am probably have
in mind the intended message I would like to pass and most definitely, the
characters for my story. A story is built by the characters; they can either
make the novel interesting or water down your message. Always use characters
who can relate to the experience of others. Say, I could touch on how they
start their first education. As much as my characters need to be interesting,
they should also resonate with the experiences of our readers.
It
is easier to use photo. I used them to rejuvenate my memory. Day by day, the
majority of my story progresses that I feel was given me more powerful and I
felt so much confidence in writing so it fully. In the fifth day, chapter 2 has
been finished and I continued writing in the night. At that time, I was so
sleepy but I’m afraid that my appearing moments in brain will change. So, I don’t
quite doing it. I keep continuing even though I felt exhausted. It was 02.00 am
but I was still typing. Awesome, I have finished all of story. At least I added
10 pages to complete chapter III and IV. I was so expressive at that time. In
my mind, I just thought about bed, bed, and bed.
Suddenly,
my laptop was turning down and you know the worst part was the file hasn’t
saved yettt!!! Excuse me, is this real? Oh
my God. My effort; everything is gone. It was terrible problem I ever had . You can
only imagine after I have finished thirty pages and suddenly it completely took
away from me not all thirty pages but 10 pages I have bravery written at this point. Sometimes in
life you need sensational moment when everything seems good but not at all! It
is so much pain in my heart. This made me both a physiological and physical
pain. My goal to finish earlier really drove me crazy.
Why
happened to me? I just wanted to sleep earlier, Why ? I was honestly
crying and trying to fix it up. I was searching on youtube how to recover the
lost file. Once again, it did not work so well. Unfortunately, I could not celebrate my
winning after war. It’s like more painful than anything else. Can you feel it? Well, I was in
blue.
That’s a shame but I
decided to continue my work until 05.00 a.m. My condition? Did you ask my brain
or my hand, or my body? But pain is
temporary. It may last a minute, or an hour, or a day but eventually it will
subside and something else will take its plae. If I quite, however, it lasts
forever.
Enough for this pain, bye !
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