Again?

do i not deserve to be treated with love?

why my tears never dry

why my sadness never dispappear

he is my only love

i really love him since the first time we met in 2020

i dont want to lost him

please Ya Allah

please make him comeback

i deserve punishment if he thinks i do

please punish me but not blocking me

i am so lost 

i am heartbroken

for the second times

he left me again

what is my fault?

why do i keep begging to my own man?

why do i keep letting him back after hurting?

i am tired for real

it has been 3 days he blocked me

i don't know what to do

i dont have energy anymore just to cry

i am so tired

for real i dont deserve love?

such a lng day please i just wanna hide and gone

i cant stand it anymore 

nobody is here

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he is playing with my emotion

he knows he can control me

he knows what he is doing